April 2025 goals

1 April 2025

At the beginning of this year, I declared 2025 “the year of dating.” I clarified that this goal wasn’t about more or more elaborate dates; it was about renewing the spirit of new love. If I had a sense that a correction might be necessary at the beginning of this year, it became clear it was necessary as the months unfolded, as little failings between us two were exacerbated by forces outside our control: the weight of stock market swings (and accompanying stress at work for John) as well as a trio of losses close to home. Slowly, and then all at once, this culminated in a tearful meltdown one night and then a long, honest chat about what we each were missing in our marriage right now.

The things we wanted are small and inconsequential on their own — a hug every day, more nightly walks, an emptied and filled dishwasher on days I’m off work, a little thank you if I get the kids through baths while John’s napping. Indifference in attending to them, though — which in our case, to put it bluntly, comes down to valuing the self over the partner — can start a downward spiral.

Really listening to and respecting what matters to each other was hard. Acting on it, surprisingly, has been mostly a joy. Tiny acts of marital sacrifice have been re-ennobled for both of us.

Will we need another reset at some point in the future? Of course. Such is the privilege of a long marriage. We are not, alas, our glory-selves yet :)

On my calendar:
— Our spring break trip to Hilton Head Island. You all have been so gracious to tell me over the years how much you love a Thomas family trip recap (me, too!), so expect one later this month.
— A few tune-up swim lessons for the big kids. What once felt overwhelming – our neighborhood swim team – has become a treasured part of our year. It’s also a sport where we see an inner drive to improve in our kids (not the case in all pursuits!), and we want to honor that.
— Planting things! I got a bunch of cosmos and zinnia seeds from the hardware store and am planning to just sow them willy-nilly in our back bed after the last frost and see what pops up.

What I’m loving right now:
— I’m not sure I’ll have time to write a blog post about this year’s Easter baskets, but I did want to share some of the goodies I’ve collected! As always, it’s a mix of new, consignment, and hand-me-down finds. I’ve linked everything I can here — especially fond of the Anne of Green Gables devotional for June, the Butterbeer goldfish, and the best swim goggles.
— I was influenced by my sister-in-law to switch out the hand towels in all of our bathrooms for these fluffy white waffle ones from Target. They’re great!
— I’m a few months late in sharing this, but it truly blew me away — a pitch-perfect mashup of dozens of musical guests from the first 50 years of SNL. A very fun six-minute listen.

As a reminder, you can find allll the things I’ve loved over the last few years neatly organized right here!

What you’re loving right now:

This is where I highlight a few items here that have been popular in the last month with fellow readers, based on my analytics. Here’s hoping this will help you find something you’ll love!

— This modern school years memory book. I looked at a bunch before settling on these for the kids and I really love them!
— A summer essential.
— The tiny weighted vest you’ve seen everyone wearing (if your neighborhood is anything like mine!).
— Our new non-plastic cutting board
— …and our non-plastic dishwasher pods!

Last month on The Connected Family:
5 digital-to-embodied swaps to consider | What do we outsource to digital ease, and what do we keep for ourself?
On cooking dinner for my family | Doing small things with great love (and what does this have to do with tech?)
5 digital solutions I embrace | Tiny places where technology has led to flourishing
How I’m thinking about rites of passage | My scratch pad on what to do, when to do it, and who to include

What I read in February:
Delicious! | Am I becoming curmudgeonly in my old age? It took me awhile to warm up to this novel that everyone else seemed to love. It did win me over in the end, but the writing just felt a little simple and the characters, flat, after the dazzling humility of Gilead.

My reading list for 2025! I’m 2 / 24 so far.

Revisiting my March goals:
Complete Easter basket shopping with the kids
Organize Annie’s closet
Track down final RSVPs and contact information for the reunion and confirm locations
Finish planning and enjoy HHI trip
Strength train 2x/week
Practice piano 2x/week (Averaged about once a week, which is more than last month!)
Figure out a plan for bathroom (No final decision yet due to some rescheduled meetings, but I have reached out to several more contractors.)
Disassemble Annie’s crib and rearrange her room a bit
Choose a PCP and call about making an appointment
Complete two more watercolor postcards (One done!)

April goals:
— Film Annie in April
— Take Rosalie’s watercolor landscape class
— Complete two more watercolor postcards
— Record the first TCF audio AMA with John
— Review the TCF course outline with John
— Finalize and print itineraries for our reunion weekend
— Choose a new Psalm and begin memorizing it as a family (any suggestions?)

As a reminder, many of these are drawn from my 2025 PowerSheets goals!

Thank you so much for being here, friends! Feel free to respond to anything I’ve written or anything else that’s on your mind. xo

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March 2025 goals

11 March 2025

Thank you so very much for the birthday wishes, friends! I had a delightful day with myself, and then a delightful weekend with the ones I love :) There was a walk through my favorite historic neighborhood, an IGA 9-layer cake, some in-person shopping at a new-to-me consignment boutique (see below!), a Duke game in Cameron (!!), and a Father of the Bride family movie night.

I finished the weekend feeling grateful and happy, and that was welcome, because it hasn’t been the easiest start to the year. We have experienced three significant ruptures in three organizations that are important to our family, and that has led to heartache, frustration, time occupied in ways I wish it didn’t have to be, and much soul-searching about what’s next. I know that’s a bit vague, but these rents have colored our year and it seems right to note them. Sending you love if you’ve had a hard start to the year, too. xo

On my calendar:
— Easter basket shopping with all three kids. I’ll go on individual mini shopping trips to Target with each to choose items for baskets we donate through a local program. One of my favorite family traditions!
— Spring break. We are headed to Hilton Head – our first time!
— A zoo visit with my sister! It’s the best halfway meet-up point between our two towns.

What I’m loving right now:
— Back to that consignment boutique I mentioned above – it was amazing. I joked to John that it felt like the grown-up version of my favorite kids’ consignment sale – a curated selection of clothing from stylish people that I get to buy for far less than they did :) I brought so many things into the fitting room and came home with a handful of new-to-me favorites, including a Mille dress. I think I will never buy anything new from another store again?! Local friends, it is seriously so good!
— We’ve used Blueland hand soap and cleaning products for many years. After successfully switching to their dishwasher detergent last year, we made the switch to their laundry detergent last month. I’m happy with it all and thrilled to reduce the amount of plastic we consume.
— Speaking of consuming less plastic: I’ve also been on a mission to replace our plastic cutting boards, and started with this one. It took a beat for me to get used to cutting on the surface, but I do plan to buy an additional size.

As a reminder, you can find allll the things I’ve loved over the last few years neatly organized right here!

What you’re loving right now:

This is where I highlight a few items here that have been popular in the last month with fellow readers, based on my analytics. Here’s hoping this will help you find something you’ll love!

— My beloved summer linen shift dress, now in so many colors (the red! the olive!)
— Our funny little scripture memory flip book
— The prettiest $5 scalloped spoon rest
My favorite of Sally Clarkson’s books
— My Christmas card photo album, still going strong (I’ve heard from some of you that you’re planning to make albums for your kids, too!)

Last month on The Connected Family:
Does home size affect family culture and connection? | A discussion, plus my thoughts on our next home.
5 things I love about my family right now | And why this might matter to you.
A day in the life of The Connected Family | The winter weekday workday edition with a 9-, 6-, and 3-year-old
5 digital-to-embody swaps to consider | What do we outsource to digital ease, and what do we keep for ourself?

What I read in February:
Pillars of the Earth | Continuing with my Kingsbridge series re-read! I’ve traditionally said this, the original volume, is my favorite of the bunch, but I actually found myself hurrying through the first part this time around. Still very enjoyable, though!
Gilead | I loved this book. It’s a Pulitzer Prize winner with only thin veins of a plot (just enough to keep you turning pages!). Instead, it’s a portrait, shot through with observations that ring true and humble, dazzling lines. (I dog-eared several lines to tuck away in my commonplace file – quite rare for a fiction book.) Reading it in middle age, with young children and aging parents, was a tender experience.

My reading list for 2025! I’m 2 / 24 so far.

Revisiting my February goals:
Finalize the itinerary for our reunion and run it by a friend to get feedback
Write June’s birthday update
Choose a PCP and call about making an appointment (No…….)
Sit down with John and spend 1-2 hours going over what I have so far for the TCF audio course and getting his feedback (This did not happen and I’m sad about it! It’s hard to find a big block of time when we’re both able to focus on something challenging AND the kids are occupied.)
Choose and begin a new Bible reading plan (Have just continued with the Psalms.)
Make classroom valentines with the kids
Put our scripture ring into action at the table
Prep to speak at a school on behalf of TCF – my first time! (So thankful for this! It went really well!)
Send that phone ban friend email (Done! Grateful for this, too.)

I also planned to run every weekend (went off the rails after some knee twinges and pushing myself to experiment with pacing), practice the piano several times a week (I averaged once per week), and clean out my phone screenshots daily (check!).

March goals:
— Complete Easter basket shopping with the kids
— Organize Annie’s closet
— Track down final RSVPs and contact information for the reunion and confirm locations
— Finish planning and enjoy HHI trip
— Strength train 2x/week
— Practice piano 2x/week
— Figure out a designer for bathroom
— Disassemble Annie’s crib and rearrange her room a bit
— Choose a PCP and call about making an appointment
— Complete two more watercolor postcards (I’ve committed to contributing 10-12 postcards of scenes from around our Maine island for a community auction happening there this summer. My watercolor talents are minimal but I’m hoping the familiar scenes will make the finished product more dear than it really is, ha! My first three tries above :))

As a reminder, many of these are drawn from my 2025 PowerSheets goals!

Alright, plenty to discuss here! Does anyone have an online watercolor class to recommend? Hilton Head Island must-dos? Has it been far too long since you’ve been to a PCP, too? Feel free to discuss anything I’ve mentioned below!

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Each disc a day

14 February 2025

It was the best summer of our lives. We knew it at the time — I’ll always be grateful for that — even if those around us were inclined toward demurring, prevaricating. I’m sure it felt premature, to declare something “the best” when there were still so many opportunities to surpass it, when we were still so young.

But each day was a golden disc, luminous and precious, and they stacked lazily on top of one another for months – “each disc a day, and the addition slow.”

Everything was new. I had never had a boyfriend, of course, so that was new, but I mean everything. I drove on new roads in my old town – roads I’d never needed to drive on before, because nothing that lay at the end of them had ever mattered. I listened to new music on his mixed cassette tapes: The Arcade Fire, Iron & Wine, Wilco, Bloc Party. I tried new foods, overcoming my limited palette in the hopes of impressing him, or at least not disappointing him: guacamole, gazpacho, pavlova, sushi, hot buttered lobster roll, chicken tikka masala.

We got our Indian fix from a little hole-in-the-wall in the city next door, and after our many trips the owner began recognizing us. This felt important: a new acquaintance who had never known us apart from one other. We laughed as we were ushered to the table by the window week after week.

Who wouldn’t want to put love on display?

Our favorite days, the best days, went like this: wake up slow. Converge on the McQuade’s parking lot with the group. Order deli sandwiches, squeeze into fewer cars. Drive to Watch Hill, make a decision about parking (pay $20 for the lot or risk a ticket?), then hoof it past the marina and over the dunes to a slice of sand on Napa Tree Point. Unfurl a towel. Lie in the sun. Toss the football. Splash in the waves. Talk, talk, talk with whomever could come that day.

We got quite a few tickets.

Then home for a quick shower, pull on a sundress. A few minutes later he’d pull back into my driveway and we’d head out, just the two of us this time – to Abbott’s, for dinner, squinting, the low sun glinting off the sound. Another place I’d never been, even though I’d lived in this town my whole life, too.

Then to game night. Someone’s parents’ house, the whole group again, or whoever could make it that evening. Cranium, usually, or poker, or Rock Band. Home before curfew, usually just.

We were not completely without responsibility, that summer. He worked at a seaside market, slicing ham and scooping potato salad and toasting bagels for beachgoers. He’d bring me home an unsold chocolate croissant after closing, by this point knowing enough (and feeling comfortable enough) to pull one of my mom’s wax-paper-wrapped burritos out of the freezer for his own late-night snack.

I worked at a tiny beach shack, at a tucked-away cove frequented only by nannies and toddlers. He’d bike miles round trip with a friend or two just to see me, rounding the corner of the deck sweating and grinning. I’d give them a shaved ice, the sanctioned offering for friends, then go back to reading my book in the sun when they left.

A letter arrived from college with my roommate’s name printed neatly in small black type. She called me a few days later, urged me to log onto Facebook now that we could guess at our college email addresses. Intrusive, all of it, an unwelcome reminder that a world beyond this summer was lurking.

Never mind.

We hiked, we kayaked at the cottage, we watched movies, we laid in the hammock and read books, we dove in the pool, we walked on the train tracks, we went to the casinos for Krispy Kreme, we played croquet in my backyard, we hopped the fence and flew high on the beachside swings in Groton under the moon. And when we weren’t with our friends or alone, my younger sister inexplicably became our third wheel, a heretofore unheard of circumstance in our somewhat-frosty relationship.

It’s easy to be generous when you’re in love.

We went skinny dipping once, wading deep into the pond before tossing our suits back to shore, everyone laughing and shrieking in the moonlight, and that was the night of our biggest argument. “Are you just going to do what everyone else does?” he shot at me later, a slight tremor revealing the fear about what we’d find, who we’d become when throttled beyond this golden summer, plucked up and placed somewhere we weren’t seen and known and loved.

This was the only stumble.

Otherwise – and this is not just hazy hindsight, I remember this with clarity and certainty – we knew this summer was the beginning, knew we would pass into marriage, and children, knew we would last. We knew it as surely as we knew our names.

But who could bear to live in that excitement for even five years?

I have had many blissful seasons since, many golden summers, mostly because our lives only became further entwined – but none like that first one. Our love feels quieter now, steadier, deeper. It is on this love that the engine of our marriage is run: being in love that summer was the explosion that started it.

We celebrated the twentieth anniversary of our first date in late January, and I couldn’t let it go by without sharing a few thoughts. Astute readers will recognize that I wove in a few lines from one of our ceremony readings, with many thanks to C.S. Lewis, as well as a line from my favorite poem.

February 2025 goals

7 February 2025

Two monthly goals posts in a row – not usually what you can expect around here! Between all the beginning-of-year EFM fun and a post I meant to share last week in honor of our twentieth (!!) dativersary that ended up needing a bit more polish, here we are. (You’ll get the relationship post next week.) Until then, here is what’s on tap for the tiny-but-mighty month of February.

On my calendar:
— The third annual Articles Club weekend away, a.k.a. Camp Clurb! I missed last year’s trip unexpectedly to be at my grandmother’s memorial service and so am especially happy to get to hang with the best gals around at the end of the month.
— Another book swap! Could there be a more perfect bright spot in the doldrums of winter? I’m hosting with a dear friend again and we’ve chosen a “book lovers” theme due to our proximity to Valentine’s Day (with teatime food since we’re partying in the afternoon).
— My birthday! It’s on a Friday this year, one of my days off each week. Last year it also fell on a day off, and I think I’m now spoiled forever: it was a true delight to spend the hours the kids were at school in a way that was simple, but designed to be uniquely pleasing to me. Promising myself I’ll make an equally good plan this year.

What I’m loving right now:
— Y’all know I’m on a Defined Dish kick. Her chicken piccata meatballs are my newest favorite – so good! I usually serve them with fettucine and sautéed green beans.
— We just bought Annie one of these okay-to-wake clocks in prep for moving her from her crib to her bed. It’s the third one in our family — the older two are quite fond of theirs.
— Speaking of Annie, this is her absolute favorite picture book right now. (It’s been a favorite of all of our kids at one time or another.) We’ve read it nightly for the past few weeks, picking out one kid to follow each time. Her favorites are the girls from India and Japan :)

As a reminder, you can find allll the things I’ve loved over the last few years neatly organized right here!

What you’re loving right now:

This is where I highlight a few items here that have been popular in the last month with fellow readers, based on my analytics. Here’s hoping this will help you find something you’ll love!

— My Christmas card photo album. I actually just ordered a few more and am going to add a set of cards to one for each of my children!
— The manners flip book we often use to supplement Team Thomas Tuesdays.
— Our foyer shoe cabinet! It really is the prettiest shade of green.
— My favorite simple v-neck white tee (closely tied with my beloved summer linen shift dress from the same brand)
— This medium hair clip I slipped into my own stocking :) I like the look, but am still figuring out the best way to get all my hair caught up.

Last month on The Connected Family:
My tech-related goals for 2025 | 6 things I’m working toward this year
Nancy didn’t share about her new baby until she was born. Here’s why. | An interview about pregnancy, pivoting, and transparency with a dear friend
The 2025 TCF Annual Screen Report | It’s been a year!
The email I sent to fellow third grade parents | Building low-screen community, one scary-but-exciting email at a time
50+ screen-free winter activities for kids | When it’s dark and cold, consult the winter boredom list

What I read in January:
Best Family Ever | This is a middle grade book June pressed into my hand after finishing it herself. I’m delighted she loved it and appreciated the the closet-knit family at the center. As an adult I found it a bit too saccharine :)
The Evening and the Morning | In addition to my official personal book club picks, I also committed to re-reading a portion of the Kingsbridge series this year, starting with this one (the prequel), which I last read in 2022. It held up – I may even have enjoyed it more this time around.
Well Lived | This is Sally Clarkson’s newest book. While I enjoyed it, it is quite different from my favorite of her books, The Lifegiving Home. With full-color pictures, pull quotes, and scripture on most pages, it reads more like a devotional than a how-to book. Still, I finished it feeling very endeared to her.

My reading list for 2025! I’m 1 / 24 so far.

Revisiting my January goals:
Inquire with a designer friend for our bathroom project (Inquired and she is not available to help. I’ve emailed a second gal and am waiting to hear back!)
Print 2024 Instagram photos
Set up our 2025 budget
Make a loose plan for this year’s read alouds (V. v. excited for all of them)
Confirm a reunion date (Also v. excited for this.)
Make a scripture ring for our table with the verses we’ve memorized so far (Bought this one and am now writing out the verses we’ve memorized so far.)
Prep for the book swap (Door hangers are in my possession!)
Print photos for our Christmas album
Send an email to friends in my county encouraging them to email their school board reps about the potential phone ban (Did not get to this – moving to February!)

I also planned to run every weekend (check!!), practice the piano several times a week (I averaged twice a week), clean out my phone screenshots daily (check!), and keep up with our Hebrews reading plan (off the rails).

February goals:
— Finalize the itinerary for our reunion and run it by a friend to get feedback
— Record June’s birthday interview
— Choose a PCP and call about making an appointment
— Sit down with John and spend 1-2 hours going over what I have so far for the TCF audio course and getting his feedback
— Choose and begin a new Bible reading plan
— Make classroom valentines with the kids
— Put our scripture ring into action at the table
— Prep to speak at a school on behalf of TCF – my first time!
— Send that phone ban friend email (If any of you are also in Wake County and want in on it, just raise your hand in the comments! I can nab your email from the backend, you don’t have to post it publicly :))

As a reminder, many of these are drawn from my 2025 PowerSheets goals!

Let’s talk birthdays! I’d love to hear: if you had about six hours during the day on a weekday and you had no work or childcare responsibilities, how would you spend it? What would you do? Would friends be invited along? I can’t wait to hear!

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